i bet they look at my photographs & wish they lived my life,
while i am simultaneously looking at theirs & wishing i could do the same.
i am alone in a bookstore corner, scanning pages with eyes of cynicism.
you swear that if you saw me, i would no longer be alone,
yet here i sit for another day.
i choose written words over phone calls & road trips.
i am notorious.
say something, do another.
i swear i'm sober, then take another sip.
adventure might free me of this,
but nothing will ever kill it.
no one ever gives out invitations to a dance party.
32 days clean & i am shrinking.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
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What do you mean your shrinking?
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